I debated whether to write a letter to this
community, for we are always in so much transition and there are so many
farewells and send offs. But I realized that I had to, if not only just to be
able to say it once. Today is my last day at Invisible Children. I walked through
the doors three days late to Congo Tour January 2011. Kelsey had called me the
Friday before and offered me an ambiguous job as a Movement Intern and I told
her yes-I would come. It was
terrifying to get on that plane, for I had no idea what would meet me upon
landing in San Diego. Beks picked me up from the airport, Bryce was house dad
and I thought I had joined a commune (#soserious). I didn't know if I fit…I wasn't a
hipster…goodness I didn't even know what that meant! I felt too stiff for the
environment and although I was awestruck by the work ethic, belief and crazy didn't know if I had what it took to last.
But something happened: I fell in love with everyone.
This cause I had cared about since I was 19 was now my real life and I was
heart deep in the pursuit of ending the LRA. Very quickly the family of
Invisible Children and the work we've pursued became part of my DNA
Over the past 2 ½ years when sharing stories of this
place with friends and family I always say “ _____ is so wonderful” / “______is
amazing” and people look at me after 10-15 minutes and say “ You've said that
about everyone”. I've always answered “well, it’s because it’s the truth”. What
I have realized and, what Jed said so well at his send off, was that it’s not
that this place and these people aren't real
life. It’s just what humanity and real life should look like. We are so
lucky.
To This Family-
You have
challenged, inspired, humbled me and caused me to rise higher- and to dig
deeper. You've celebrated my nostalgia, sentimental personality, love of
parties, and pursuit of whimsy. I have never felt more liberated and freed to
be exactly who I am than I have since stepping into this community. You stood
with me when I lost my uncle and surrounded me with the most beautiful love I
have ever known. The seasons of my life you've saturated will stay with me
always.
I am leaving the daily work of Invisible Children
because I feel strongly that God is leading me into a new season. Even though I
have no road map for next steps, I now know what I am capable of, and it’s not
because of what I will list on my resume. It is because of you. Each of you have changed my life- and impacted my story. You have seen me, loved me and taught me what it means to truly live.
My intention is to carry Narnia with me to all
places, for it’s a magic that shouldn't be held too tightly to our chest. But
more than the magic, I will take the fight for justice, the work ethic that
defies any status quo, and the belief in people and their potential.
Thank you for every way you've caused me to ask the
hard questions and pursue truth. So proud to be alongside you in this journey
called life.
Love you to the moon & back.
Suz
“If
you are what you should be – you will set the whole world on fire” St. Catherine of Sienna